in-between feelings,

I can joke and be very sad all at once. 

I think it is those moments in-between the sorrow and the joyfulness that are most complex, 

in-between extremities lay really beautiful moments that are abandoned so quickly for larger or smaller emotions. 

it is those moments where you are not sure how you feel or what you think because you are feeling much more than one thing at a time. 

you are a multivalent being, 

who can be many things, 

feel many things, 

feel everything, altogether. 

I may be happy but so much of what I feel is terribly sad, 

and I may be weepy but there is so much I am pleased with. 

this is a life feeling, 

this is how it is, 

everyday, 

for everyone, I think.