Jealousy

Seriously jealousy is the worst emotion.

I'm jealous of people who can lay down

and close their eyes

and fall asleep just like that.

I'm jealous of people who know

how beautiful they are.

I'm jealous of people who laugh

like they know what they heard was funny.

I'm jealous of people who have my potential 

but didn't waste it.

Seriously jealousy is the worst emotion.

You're not only really sad but you're really annoyed and helpless at the same time.

and you feel pathetic like you're ruining people's fun but don't want to be left out so you just sit around quietly annoyed.